eye yeye yeye

i Can't believe what a terrible blogger i have become. Seriously it's rediculous, 2 blogs a month? I got to get better at this for sure.

Things have been crazy the last couple weeks. We had a sitter come in and look after the kids. that was great she played with them, took them out and cleaned up thier messes in the evening. There were times that I would come home and wouldn't even have known what they had for lunch because it was all cleaned up!

Also, Moira has just been reffered to surgery for her heart. It should take place in Oct/Nov. We are happy that we are finaly look at the end of her congenital heart defect. yay, one day she will actually have a normal halloween and be one of those kids who can go to summer camp.

In the last four weeks I have also really started to change my lifesyle. I don't know if it's the whole turning 30 thing, or the fact that I am becoming more vain or what but I have started making healthier choices. no, no, no, I still drink...Oh yeah(i'm not crazy!) and smoke after I have had those drinks. I have started running 3 times a week, doing stregnth training on the other days and watching what I eat. Can you believe that I used to consume almost 800 calories alone on coffee beverages a day! Ahh! No wonder I got so much done. Iwasn't able to do any cardio outside today so I opted for pilates. (which I thought was really wimpy until I had to work my butt and then I cried a little) Then I tried the carmen electra strip aerobics. Hmm I kind of felt dumb sashaying like that in my living room. Not only that, I know I didn't look like her when I was doing it. I reminded myself of that really drunk older woman that dances at the bar byherself (because no one can get near her as she will knock them over) Hopefully it will go better the next couple times around and if not then I will hang up my "stilletos" and stay with good old Richard Simmons. At least that way I can be assured that I am the hottest in the room. haha.